How do I develop the siddhis that are inside of me?
Q: How do I develop the siddhis that are inside of me? They are there, I feel them, I see them, but I am a little scared and intimidated by having this kind of power.
A: By not focusing on the siddhis! Focus on self-purification, selfless service, and deepening surrender to God. The siddhis will awaken naturally if you follow this course of action. It is the ego that wants the siddhis. In and of themselves, they are nothing-worthless. I am more concerned over your ego's infatuation with and desire for them. Many a chela is destroyed by forcing these powers to awaken and/or learning them by lesser means when the consciousness was not ready or pure enough to wield them.